#it's 3:40 am and I am so tired
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The last line of defense.
...I should make some sw ocs that don't only get to draw their blades at angsty moments.
#star wars#star wars fanart#oc tag Halcyon#just some quick sketches#another one of my 2 am doodle ideas#it's 3:40 am and I am so tired
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devil marbly carbly ft me trying to figure out how to draw all of them in real time
(the dubstep weed jacking off shirt is from a meme i would source if i uh. remembered it sorry </3)
#there's a lot of little gags i'd recommend zooming in#also it's so weird how the first two dantes look Nothing like the rest of these pages. call it a warmup ig#also nero fuck you.mp4 i spent like 40 minutes trying to figure out how to draw dmc5 nero#my dmc4 nero didn't look That much like him but i was drowning with dmc5 nero trust me#anyway i had to draw some more dante on the last page bc even though he got a whole page most of it was like. bleh#for the sake of figuring out how to draw him not bleh. so i needed to draw him not bleh. :p#dmc#devil may cry#dante sparda#nero sparda#vergil sparda#eva sparda#nico dmc#lady dmc#trish dmc#v dmc#dmc5#dmc4#dmc3#pls excuse the shit lighting i am. figjting for my very life against directional lighting okay#this contains a lot of the little thoughts i had about dmcs 3-5 that i never posted about so. enjoy <3#skrunkart#a little nero x kyrie. as a treat#does kyrie have much going on as a character? no. do i think they're cute anyway? yes#i took the most liberties w trish and im pretty sure it's bc i was tired more than anything#these adhere pretty strongly to their game designs. in time i'll add details that make em mine#but this is a study (hence all the notes)#also this ended off a sketchbook ive spent like 1.5 yrs on (which is unprecedentedly long for me like it's Crazy it took that long)#so hoorayy
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This is a spoiler (I guess) but why are these the same photo?!?!?!
#the santa clause#the santa clauses#bernard the elf#i was gonna go on a longer rant but I am so tired after this#the council is useless and can’t interfere despite that being A MAJOR PART OF 2 & 3#Bernard is just explained away and all these new elves have been the savoirs of the pole this whole time#who even took over when MS was nutcrackered#just one more#i can get through it#until Dis+ had to honor whatever blood pact they have with tim allen and confirms season 3#y’all cancel Muppets but this schlock will run for 40 yrs probably#i’m done#sally screams
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chat is this real
#crow.txt#not writing#3 concurrent reruns is diabolical but i emerge. confused. and still having like 40 pulls for lingsha??#cant complain i got the white women i wanted the most and a surprise bonus accident. fuck????#wife pull luck tbh. thank you wife. How#my 2 favorite fucked up weirdo girls and also robin hi robin#hsrposting#did i have a tag for that. fuck if i know atp. very tired this tuesday#my bf said 'i was threatening to blow something up if you didnt get who you wanted i hope that worked' giggled. very silly#but it did work so who am i to argue#now we see if raiden acknowledges me in a week or whatever. THEN the luck will be real#i need to start natlan lore stuff. fuck. maybe this weekend
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so i have to keep doing this every day forever and ever…..
#michelle speaks#I AM SOOOOOO TIRED I WANT IT TO STOP 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#i need so badly SO BADLY to not be doing an externship anymore i am so exhausted & i haven’t even gone to it since last monday#it’s just knowing that i have 8 hrs on fridays it kills me u don’t know how badly u need 3 day weekends in law school until they r gone 😭😭😭#just five more weeks…….on GOD just five more weeks………..#and then next semester i get to spend a ton of time writing my comment!!!! yay yippee yahoo hooray!!!!!!!!!!!!#comment is a 40-80pg legal paper btw 🤪 i can’t remember what the exact number is for my journal but it’s like 7k words 😭#i’m sure it will be fine when i figure out what feminist legal topic i want to write abt bc when smth interests me i can write so much#so i’m not THAT worried abt the length i notoriously write too much in fact. but i am going to have to figure out what i want to write abt#which is always the hardest part but ANYWAY. point being i want this to be OVER. and by this i mean my life in general.
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#man i was like y tf am i so tried i didnt do shit today but no i got like 5hrs sleep. walked to the store in thr 12F weather. carried back#all my groceries. walked to the police station to get keys to the autoclave. read 40 slides abt anime. started redoing a tutorial#and spent 45 min on the phone giving my intake info for a new therapist. everytime i give the spiel it gets more exhausting#it feels so dramatic like whatever ill b fine but no im seeking help for a reason bleh#but now im tired and worried abt the semester bc itll b a lot. many plates to juggle with a fragile mind#my old boss was like u have an ambitious plan for the semester and im like oh boy well see how this goes#hopefully itll b fine once i get in the groove. just go one step at a time#currently i just wanna redraw 4lways sunny screenshots but idk what ones to draw#but should sleep. i gotta write a long email tomorrow morning for a class intro bc look at me im a professional who def#does not have underlying emotional problems. ugh. idk if i described my mood stuff right to the lady on the phone but like i got diagnosed#as b1polar for a reason idk i just still feel like its fake. like ill look at the checklists and get mad when i get a positive result#which is weird bc its like. u went to 3 doctors and they said the same thing shut up. ugh whatever. i need to sleepy#unrelated
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THE POWER IS BACK ON BABYYYY
#random post#JESUS FUCKING CHRIST MAN#oughh. I went bed 1 am or smth right. my fucking fan died. at like 3:40 am. I#woke up SWEATING. I HAVENT SLEPT SINCE.#my brother came and payed with me cus his fan died too 😭 the cat too. ugh#it was so hot. holy shit#I’m so tired
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Okay, I sat at my desk thinking I'd write, but instead I'm so tired (distinct from being sleepy. I'm usually tired. I'm almost never sleepy) that sitting at my desk hurts and I can't focus worth shit.
I'm beginning to understand how I can write doorstop-size novel(s?) from my phone actually...horizontal is a great position in general.
#I went out and Socialized today#and then came home and made dinner AND chogled chib coogies (nobody can stop me from saying it like that)#(but it's chocolate chip cookies. just for the record)#and this was starting from about 4/10 fatigue and 6/10 pain#so I fully knew what I was getting into. like. I'm not surprised in the least here.#the thing about having autonomy is that you're allowed to make decisions that are bad because the tradeoff is acceptable anyway#sometimes you do in fact decide to push yourself bc what are you gonna do? nothing?#I've been trying to hang out with a friend for like 3+ weeks and I'm not going to get less tired for at least a month so.#that's just how it works!#anyway I want a coogie and to go lie down now and perhaps write a few (thousand?) words#and THEN what I want. is for Magpie to not YELL ME THE FUCK AWAKE through the bedroom door at like 8am#I am 30 or 40 years old and I do not need this
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god i just want this day to be over 😭
#we’ve seen 40 people so far almost 7 hours in like i am TIRED#thank god i’m off tomorrow i’m gonna eat 3 edibles as soon as i get home must euthanize myself ����#and then i only work til 1 saturday then off to wrestlemania!!!!!! i will not shut up abt that for the next 2 days sorry lmao
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checked my bank account 8262848585 dead 15 injured
#WHAT DO YOU MEAN I HAVE 3 DOLLARS.#ITS THE FUCKING SUBSCRIPTIONSSS BUT I NEED A SUBSCRIPTION TO KEEO MT ART FILES BACKED UP AND A MUSIC SUBSCRIPTION OR ILL KILL MYSELF#im going to go insane. and the gas money. and the food. and the pair of earrings and trinkets i got from ren fair because if i#came home with nothing for my last ren fair and my friends came home with a lot of stuff id kill myself of jealousy.#BEING ILL ISRUINING MY LIIIDE#how am i going to survive in the real world if i cant make 40 dollars last a WEEK#my friends need to stopctaking me places im so broke but i cant say no bc if i dont hang out with my friends when they go out i will end it.#GEAHHHHHHHHHH#WOLRD PLEASE BE NICE TO ME PLEAAASEEEE IM UNEMPLOYED AND IM SO SO TIRED AND BUSY ALL THE TIME#i need to start my commissions this week but literally every time i have free time im too tired and use it to lie down and scroll or i get#fixated on literally anything else i need to STOPPPP I NEED DISCIPLINE AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#yelling into the void complete. i wil lgo on to change nothing about this becaude i have no discipline#vent#txt#delete later
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those 40 gifs took 5 hours btw
#from capping#bc i dont have a capping program#i dont know how ppl have VLC autocap i cant get the tutorials to work#i am doing each cap frame by frame w the e > shift + s > e > shift + s repeat#frame by frame#WITH arthritis#so 5 hours is an estimate bc it took at least two hours to cap everything#at LEAST and its been 3 hours of other work#the only reason it didnt take longer is bc i have a photographic memory of TB22 its ingrained into my brain#someone tell me how to make the vlc capping thing work it hasnt yet i dont know what im doing wrong#but imagine how much faster i could crank gifs out if i knew how to autocap#kpplayer i think its called?? that does too much#adapter only works on mp4 videos that are shorter than 40 minutes#and even then it sometimes doesnt work#anyways im tired#im gonna go do more of jefferson now#i woke up and started jefferson 3000 caps was abt an hour and a half or so i think#bc i didnt have to skip back and forth between scenes its all chronological#anyways howdy. im tired#remember to rb tho bc honestly my gifsets that get less than 10 notes and most of them are likes??? really drains my brain down#like. not worth it.#esp when its chars the fandom is all 'WE NEED MORE' of like clearly no u dont#i'll delete this later i promise i just needed to complain
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i keep retrying outpatient programs at my local treatment center and every year like clockwork i realize that i hate every thing about it so much
#also this is the only way im ever able to function at over like 40% capacity so#also they got me clean 6 yrs ago so i cant say shit about some people but others I CAN#me in the corner shakily sitting there after i just got back from smoking 3 cigs in 5 mins avoiding the eyes#of the woman who thinks shes better than everyone else cause she cut out all substances completely#and i had to listen to this girl talk about how shes scared of people who are emotionally unavailable. i am so tired of u#i should have done fuckin yoga or something instead of group#doing my ACT work by being sooo compassionate rn
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#so tired. so so so tired#i just want one (1) day when i dont have to learn 40 pages of international relations history by heart#all these dates treaties memorandums communiques meetings summits wars declarations military coups#i will never ever go into anything even remotely connected with politics#if this wasnt a state exam i would have given up by now#but i wont get to cheat like i did on all my other exams#(do not judge me. i have my reasons)#and i stay up until 6 am studying then wake up at 3 and get down to study at 4#hellish life#please forgive my whining. needed to get this out#arnold’s laments
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#km so tired im done like i rly do not give a fuck about this class and dont give a fuck about these assignments like whatis the fucking#point of doing these assignments i do not care i just dont!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#im so tired#im so so tired and i feel so alone and i dont feel happy and i just find it so difficult to think positively and optimisticly and im so#tired. im so tired#i want to do good and i wanna go above and beyond and i just!!!!!!!!! i dont have the energy and i feel so depressed anf i cant get anythin#done#im so sick and tired of all lf this and i wish i could just focus on student teachung and not have to take this stupid ass class and i wish#i didnt have to go to my stupid ass job#i just want things to be easy#and i am so tired and i soend all my energy and i still dont make enough money and i have to soend 40 hours a week at this internship gor 3#more months and im not getting paid and i cant even put in hours at work because of how long im soending at this school#im just so tired and i feel stuck and i feel like shit all the time#and my laptop doesnt even fucking work anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i cant get shit done anymore even if i have time i just cant#im so tired.
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I really want to sleep but I can’t yet
#shut up alli#i’m so tired bc i was forced awake at 8:40 this morning#i’ve been having to pop ibuprofen and tylenol all day because of this fucking sprain situation#literally cannot function without numbing the pain bc it is debilitating#and I have to wait till like 3 to take more tylenol#i fear if I dont take meds before i sleep i will be woken up with pain again#to people with back problems…i am getting a look into your worlds. god bless you im so sorry#this has to go awayyyyy i have shit to do oh my god
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I have a suggestion! If you can’t answer asks, why don’t you just utilize some of the ideas in there without answering them? (If it’s more of an HC ask)
That's what I usually do. I make a headcanon and show it off only to forget that I got it from an ask months ago.
It's actually why I kept thinking Nepeta was super tall even before that second ask about her height came in. There's probably more but I can't think of them right now, I just got home from a shit last hour of work and have to do dishes while a bunch of drunk pieces of shits scream in the other room.
#eritalks#noart#asks#not even in the mood to catch up on tumblr#i want to throw up#it's hot and muggy here#i am not having fun#and i have 3 more days of work#then a single day off#then back on for 5 days#i'm part time working a full time schedule#so i don't even get a full 40 vacation hours#only 20#which isn't even enough for a week#sorry to rant#i'm just numb and tired of this shit#maybe rice will fix me
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